I met an angel.

when i start my year 2007 in this college, i keep myself away from everyone. there were two choices for me: make friends, or let them approach me. i chose to be passive. I don't know how to approach new people in the new environment. but at least i am learning right now.

i thought i was going to spend the year like how i used to be; solitary and staying away from people. classmates do approach me at times, trying to make friends with me, but i feel so uneasy with the new surrounding that i spend my free time alone whenever possible.

i could not remember much about how things happened but soon became rather good friends. come to think of it, there are so many times where i can't remember what happened but its always strangers at the start of the year and close friends at the end of the year. the only thing that i remembered are the times we went through, those funny moments, and those sad sad moments, those memorable moments, and those touching moments.

only recently, i realised i met an angel. she is such a kind person that she is always ready to help and always ready to forgive anyone for anything. i guess that thing she hate most is to have people lying to her time and again. Maybe because she always laugh so whole- heartedly, her smile shone so brightly. the best season to describe her is the summer, where laughter seems to be everywhere and there is no place for tears.

i have been shutting myself in those painful memories of mine. though there are some things that i have gotten over it, i could not find a reason to move on. and therefore i stayed, of course, with those painful memories. but when i met her, i started to admire her; her willingness to forgive everything and her true- hearted smiles. it feels so warm and gave me a feeling that nothing could get in her way.

meeting her makes me feels as though i am a kid tired of crying after i had a fall with wounds on my knees and her as a passer-by running passed me, and then suddenly turned around and says something like 'what are you waiting for? come on, let's go' kind of things. she makes me want to move on and continue running with the others. i suddenly have the feeling of fear of being abandoned by the others. i suddenly have the urge to move on and really work hard to not let others have a chance to leave me behind. :D

Categories: my life [t]

a friend with that kind of characteristics is so rare nowadays...
» renaye on 2007-10-13 02:36:24

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