i am feeling rather down today because of some problems. i don't know what to do and i really wish i could tell someone about it. but in the end, i just keep convincing myself that i was at fault for everything and i have no right to cry at all. i know that no matter how well i can describe or how understanding a person can be, he or she will never know how i really truly felt in this position of the situation. so i gave up telling people what happened and just pretend nothing happened. maybe, at times, hiding in the mask is much more better than i thought. at least under my mask, i find the 'comfort' in me, rather than the insecureness without my mask.

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ling ling
hello...long time nv visit ur blog...so here i am....its ok to hide under ur mask...and i believe parts of the test... miss u~
» zhutoulin on 2007-08-30 07:54:18

ling ling
stay healthy lei...rmb to take r meals on time....
» zhutoulin on 2007-08-30 07:55:14

i would say if u really got no one to talk to and u need to borrow or even cut someone's ear, write those feelings down in a diary/ journal. it makes u feel a hell lot better.
» renaye on 2007-08-30 08:44:13

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Yeah, I think I've been feeling the same way lately, too..
» ShaShaBoo on 2007-09-01 11:20:51

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