he was sad today. he said he have been feeling rather down lately, getting angry at nothing and start scolding at anyone who talked to him. he said he felt his head was burning and that he wanted to kill people when he felt angry. he thought he was having some mental problem.

he just don't know teenagers having mood swings are normal, doesn't matter if you are a boy or a girl. he also don't know how to cope with the feelings and yet he is not willing to go look for that counselor in school and talk to that person about it.

i don't know how to cheer him up. at this kind of moments, jokes doesn't work that much. and i don't know what to say. there is nothing i can say. i am even younger than him a year, so if i am going to tell him mood swings are normal, he won't believe me.

how i wish i was by his side. not that i can do anything more, but at least i can stay by his side and accompany him, and maybe when i see his expressions, i will know what to do. through internet conversations, all i can do was listen to him. but at least when i see him, i will know how he feels through his expressions and i will also know if he was just trying to make me feel less worried about him.

but seriously, when he told me his brain was burning, i was worried. he is, after all my friend.i really don't want him to feel sad.

and this feeling is called 'helpless'.

Categories: my life [t]

Don't be sad!
» ikimashokie on 2007-08-10 12:51:19

ling ling
stay happy! ^^
» zhutoulin on 2007-08-11 06:48:54

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.