this is unfair!!

i just asked from dad $50 for my pocket money and he gave me a condition.wash his clothes.i guess this is pretty fair, exchanging of items and services.

but what about my brother?he asked for a computer and my dad agreed without any agreements.and a desktop cost much more than a thousand.

when he bought that computer, i already hate it a lot. why is it that he is younger than me and yet he does not have to use hand-down items from me and my sis.but why do i have to use all that??some more,this desktop i am using now is one that is seriously abused by him,one that is being hit continuously when it is slow and scribbles all over.

he is one that dad always complains about and keep scolding, and yet he gave him so much.i asked for a digital camera for about half a year and what i got was just dragging on.and i am pretty much sure a digital camera is much more cheaper than a desktop.

maybe i should just tell him i will buy it with my own savings.

i asked so little, and i got none.

was it because i don't know how to bug him?or was it because i am just too nice that he can afford to disappoint me?

i am jealous. why is everything so unfair?

and the pocket money i asked for, was just for half a month. my usual pocket money was $100 per month.

i just don't know how to treat this feeling.it hurts so much, but i can't bear to tell him, can't bear to see what kind of expressions he will have.

maybe, i should just work things out myself.earn my own money and buy my own things.his money aren't mine to spend anyway.

and then i should just tell them:'look,i bought what i want already with my own money.' and just hide the unfairness in me.


***i will update the photos of puppies as soon as i find a way to put the photos in this desktop.

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GAH!
OH ME GOSH, my sister gets treated the SAME WAY!! like, she gets in trouble for everything and a barrel of apples yet she still gets whatever she wants.. NO punishments. her and my mom will go out and she'll get new sneakers or sumthing and i'll get SHIT! it really sux.. and if they tell you its not bc he/she is younger, it IS! being the middle child SUX!
» sweetpeach on 2007-08-02 12:24:27

I know how you feel.. My youngest brother gets everything he wants but whatever I want will have to wait for me to be able to buy it myself from the money I've saved. I don't bother debating over that matter anymore sometimes because no matter what we say, it's irrelavant or doesn't matter.
» Nuttz on 2007-08-02 12:32:56

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