i have given up.

i keep telling people they shouldn't feel numb when it comes to feelings, for there is no way anyone could feel numb. they are just hiding from it. when talk about it, they will still feel the pain and everything.

but the more i am telling others that, the more i numb myself. not to say numb, but hide. each time i feel something sad, i would just take a deep breathe and push the problems away, don't wanna touch it anymore, don't even wanna try to solve it. i just leave it there, leave it for it to rot my heart and get myself more and more depressed each time.

i don't feel the need to solve the problem, for it just happen again and again. same problem, till i given up struggling away from it.

let it swallow me ba, let it take away my feelings, and let it take away this cage i am trapped in. i am so so so tired of all these. let it be ba.

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