i finally pass my account yesterday.from a 4% to a 53.75% over 100%.

but i don't know why,i wasn't happy at all.yeah,maybe a smile or something like that but i don't have the high feeling that i finally pass.the results to me are just pass then pass,fail then fail.nothing special about it.

i don't know why,i am tired of smiling.

each time i smile or laugh,the emptiness in me spoiled the whole feeling.deep in my heart,i just feel empty even though i am happy.i don't know why.but i know that i am tired of smiling,when each time i smile,its never showing what my heart really felt.

i can run away from all those nasty feelings and tell myself i am ok.but i can't run away from that emptiness in my heart,for no matter how hard i tried,it is always there.

can anyone teach me how i can get rid of the emptiness in my heart?i don't even know how it got there but it is frustrating.i have a heart that can't feel,just like a tongue that can't taste!

Categories: my life [t]

lonely?
RYN: Thanks for the "recommend"
» jolenesiah on 2007-05-29 08:01:10

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