i am off the edge,
but no one noticed... ...

they hear my laughter,
but not my tears.
they see my mask
that hides my fears.

i wanted to cry,
but its a pain tears can't relief
and soon, i've learnt to hide
far far away from that bleeding heart.

i've learnt to live like wind
constantly moving on and on
for without interaction,
there will be no pain

no one would create misery for themselves
for i know i don't want a life in misery
so without the others
there will be no pain in me

a wishful thought
a native mind
but i am getting used to the loneliness
in this fast-paced life.

they told me to slow down my life
walk with them and not ahead of them
i tried, i stopped and i looked
and i saw once again
a knife of lies stabbed deeply into me

i am a girl
a simple girl who wants a simple life
how i wish i could hug those happy memories
but they seems to vanish the moment they reach me

is this what it's supposed to be?
a life of pain that won't leave me
yet ironically,
its the only thing that wouldn't abandon me

Categories: a story i wrote [t]

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