i realised that except for that entry on first day of school, i did not write any other entries on my school life.so i am here to fill in more about my school life.

i am still very uncomfortable with the school life.i like my secondary school life where i can find many corners to daydream when i am free.its hard to imagine a college without a lonely corner.

and i just had my first progress test on maths,english and economics.it was difficult,but because it was our first test,the teachers guided us along on how to answer the questions.the english should not be a problem for the format is always the same since young to now,and maths is all about solving the questions.

but economics,the teacher had a hard time guiding us as we are new to the subject.we don't even know how to answer the essay questions,but i am so glad multiply-choice questions still exists in college.i still can use my dice and try my luck.

i miss multiply choice questions.my secondary life has no MCQ at all.teachers were giving structured questions and essay questions,and said MCQ belongs to primary school.so sad.

there is not a progress test for accountacy because there are many lessons missed.the teacher have to struggle among a lot of courses,result in not enough of time for each course.and so we don't have enough lessons to get ready for test.

i was not very happy or very sad when the course coordinator says that the missed lessons will be replaced.because replacing means later class release time and also schools on saturday.but if the lessons are not replaced,i would miss a lot of knowledge, and will end up me not ready for tests.

and i still think that i am a little too naive for college life.i still believe what everyone says, and i still believe people are not bad without a reason.i still want a black and white answer for everything.and i often can't find an answer,because i should by now know that life is full of grey zones,rather than a clear black and white zones.

i wonder,how long can i survive thinking this way.for i think the older we grow up,the lesser is the reason for everything.people just don't bother to explain anymore.

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