gosh.

i laugh,i cry, i smile, i shout.
how i wish someone is beside me all the time
how i wish i have someone who doesn't need words
how i wish someone is there to hug me when i am sad.
how i wish... ...

i so tired to acting strong.
i am not strong.
but i cannot be weak either.
she is much more sad than me.
so even to collapse,she should collapse first.
and i know she is acting strong too.
she needs me.
but i am really tired.
i hate to face all this
as though the world is trying to tell me
life is gray.
my name is cloud, in translation.
but it seems i m gray all these while
even when i smile.
what should i do now
i feel empty,
even when i laugh.
that emptiness is miserable
as though i will break when knock
and then nothing is left
of me.
i hate that.

what should i do?

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