that matter about that friend who lied to me,i think i overlooked something:his feelings.

till now,i have been listening to my friend's description of him,therefore a bad image formed mentally.and because of that,i never really try to understand his feelings.

now,if i think about it again,he really is just a helpless person who could not control his emotions well.i know he is a harmless person when his moods are stable but i never give a thought about how he felt.

i knew he felt loveless,helpless and lifeless.i knew he never felt normal when he's with the others.i could feel all his moods when he was chatting with me.i wanted to help him,but i was so angry when he lied to me i chose to ignore his feelings.and then each time i wanted to help him,he lied to me,making me wonder if thinking of helping him is a right move to an untruthful friend.

maybe i should try to help him rather than keeping scolding him for his lies.

since i can easily make him say his thoughts,why can't i help him?

sometimes,its pretty cruel to uncover an injury yet not help to bandage it.

and now,i confused myself again:should i help?am i wrong?oh gosh,life is confusing

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=/ I guess you can help if he's willing to let you help him.
» Nuttz on 2007-03-15 12:17:19

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