adults...adults...adults...n then adults...

when i was a kid, i wanted to grow up so much. i wanted to have a driver's license, i wanted to spend my whole night out and most of all,i wanted to have no bedtime.

i believe there are a lot of kids out there that have the same dream as me.

but that was when i wasn't being shown the real world, the real adult life.

i never know adult life can be so complicated.

`they seems to be good friends,but were backstabbing each other in their backs.
`they can be smiling so heartily,but what they were talking about were never as nice as their smiles
`they seems to be enemies,but they were helping each other in time of needs.
`they seems so cheerful,yet deep in their hearts hold dark dark secrets.
`the reasons they do things were no longer 'i do it because i like it' or 'i do it because this is the right thing to do'.
`their reasons now are always its their jobs, and because of money or things like that
`the main reason they make friends is that friends can be made use of, not because they want more playmates.
`in their lives, there is no longer a black and white zone,but a huge gray zone.

i was not aware of this, until i read news about the bad being out there having fun while the good suffers in the jail.people are going to the wrong places.

i started asking my teacher why is it that some lawyers for the bad guys when they very well know that they don't belong out there?

i am confused, why people do things not with a simple reason anymore,but with so much so much excuses i never able to understand.i don't know why there is so much difference between the adult's life and the kid's life.and i don't know why people can get so emotionally tired as they grow older.

its the same earth,same place and a same life,but look,the difference is so big when you compare your past and your present.

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That's why kids want to be forever friends with Peter Pan. :P
» frostbitten on 2007-03-11 03:31:58

Being a grown up sucks doesnt it?? ha ha
» KkaMA67 on 2007-03-12 12:39:55

none in particular
but it probably ended with, "now his ghost lives in the sewers, and if you don't repost this in 7.84 minutes he'll come out of the toilet and castrate you."

myspace is stupid.
» middaymoon on 2007-03-12 05:26:42

and yeah, people change
personality, the way i think...it's all different. I kind of miss me.
» middaymoon on 2007-03-12 05:27:40

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