this is one of the two letters that she gave me:

to: miss chong siew ying, the one who enraptured my pain.

you know why i stopped talking to you? did you know when you were telling that bastard teacher that haunted me everyday now, i was watching? i've heard and seen enough this is lke the forth time you betrayed me already.and you know exactly why i hate you when yu betrayed me, you know very well that i'll hate someone who betrays me like forever.now the whole block is alking about it and it's killing me, did you ever gave a thought for me? NO,you never.i told you that trapping me is not gonna work, it's only get the condition more fuckingly worse. and you didn't believe me. well,well,well......the warning was set,tell you something:i'm a bipolar person,i have like only two points of emotions that can be shown like that: very happy to very upset.

which means that i have a great emotional change whenever something happen.and by telling everyone about how a jackass i've been in the holidays,you just shot a bullet into my head.too bad, that's now you'll kll your pure, innocent 'friend' who hates you so much now.tell you what,if you just give me a little push,you'll force me to the point of suicide.take my words seriously,as i said,i'm not going to end this so early.

it's not like i want to write to you,i think that you thought i would fnally be soft-hearted to write this.BULLSHIT.too bad,this is just a theatening message gainstyour actions. you better control yourself before 'she' actually breaks down, ask the others to stop talking about it since you started this great issue.

anyway about the split personality thingy,i can't say its true.

sign,
yuki.

p.s. i didn't write 'dear....' cause' i feel no need to since you're such a hypocrite.cry all you want, i don't mind, i don't even care.

Categories: my life [t]

Hey
Listen a true friend wouldn't right something like that bipolar our not, if someone really loved you they wouldn't be acting like this. You did nothing wrong, true friends help there friends out, she should be thankful your trying to help her out, I think you should continue to try and help her out before she does something she may regret. Don't be so blue your a good friend and I wish I had more friends like you.
» catatonicloki on 2007-03-08 12:57:24

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