i am crying

when i hear a love song this very moment,i am crying.

its not because i felt touched,but because i felt empty.

how i wish i can be loved,till now,this very moment,i just want to be loved.yet the most important person went missing this very moment.

i felt empty.because of his absence,i felt as though my heart is pitless.

he is so important to me that no other love can replaced the pitless hole.it just feel so empty even when i try to put as much love in it.

yet,he never realised how great his absence means to me.

a child,without a father,no matter how old she is,her heart is half gone.

how i wish he is always by my side,loving me.

how i wish he never show me that scar in this family.

that scar is still vividly painful,no matter how long ago it happens.

my heart is painfully empty,no matter how much love tried to fill it full.

i missed him,yet i can't see him.

i loved him,yet he pushed me away.

once a scar,forever a scar.

how i wish emotional scars can heal quickly.

but no,they can't.

they just start bleeding with a gentle touch.

a touch,that can cause death of the heart.

all i want,is just to be loved.

my wish,my only wish.

so sad.

it has become such a scar for anyone to heal,that even his love now would not heal it.

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