'one fine day when you look back,you will regret not cherishing people around you.'

pretty much,i am tired of friends betraying me.since young,my 'friends' all think that i am stupid and lied to me about many stuffs.

maybe because my mind is stupidly simple,i trust all their words without a doubt.and in the end,they 'surprised' me with a sentence 'its a lie.'

some lies last a minute some last for days.i trusted them wholeheartly and this is what i get.

so when i step into a new environment for a brand new secondary school life,i tell myself:'there is no way i am going to let them fool me again.'

with that,i started a brand new life.but i still don't know if they are telling me the truth,for they still 'surprised' me with that sentence.so i thought:'maybe if i keep them away from me,they can't lie to me anymore.'

and then,i start 'building' an invisible wall around me,keeping people away from me.

everytime i felt that someone has cross the safety zone,i do something to keep them away;sometimes a lie,sometimes a prank and sometimes a fiery look.

soon,they are all in the safety zone.

but i lost friends that i could talk heart to heart with.
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now,i still have two good friends beside me.

and i learnt to appreciate them.

i thank them for their accompany,their support and everything.sometimes telling them they are the best.

i have learnt something:those who lied to me are liars,but the new friends i meet are not liars,so i can't treat them as liars and believe that they would end up hurting me when they are totally innocent.liars and new friends are two different group of people,i can't just think they are both the same group of people all because they are my friends.

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I totally know how you felt.. I once was lied to so badly that I spent the next 3 years of my secondary school life shutting those people out. I still talk to them but I don't entirely believe what they say. I didn't bother if they like me or not too and so now. I don't know if it's just me but you seem to be having the same problem as I was with "friends".
» Nuttz on 2007-03-01 12:01:43

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