how caN i nOt haTe hiM fOr breaking Up a HapPy faMiLy?
how can i not hate him for breaking her heart?
how can i not hate him for being not nice?
how can i not hate him for destroying what i used to believe?
how can i not hate him for making me cry everyday for more than a week?
how can i not hate him for making me feel so empty no matter how happy i am?
how can i not hate him for destroying the beautiful image i had in him?
how can i not hate him for not coming home anymore?
how can i not hate him for throwing his tempers here but not somewhere else?
how can i not hate him for destroying the peace when he needs money?
how can i not hate him for breaking his promises times and again?
how can i not hate him for being unreasonable?
how can i not hate him for not practising what he preachs?
how can i not hate him for being so different?

how can i not hate him?
but pretty much,i really don't hate him.
even when my heart feel so pitless,i did not hate him.
for at least,he left me some beautiful memories.
but i am angry with him.
for not cherishing those around him.
but rather go accompany that person.
who could destroy his everything.

how can i hate my father,
a person who earns so hard to raise me up,
a person who spend most of his time on work just because of this family,
a person who sarcifices much for this family,
a person who brings the family out to see the world,
a person who gave me a chance to see this world,
and a person who left beautiful prints in my memory.

how can i hate him?
but,how can i not hate him?

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